went a little crazy. Tore it and half and started stitching it back up (yes, on purpose).

Added some events portrayed through images, as per suggestion from last class. The ear was from my roommate, our honorary roommate and myself all getting our cartilages pierced recently, and how (surprisingly) drastically different all the experiences were. The smoking frog with a cup of coffee was from a story of the tattoo/piercing artist’s of a stick and poke he gave a friend during hurricane sandy (very interesting guy… we were there for like four hours). And lastly, the semi-colon project is a suicide awareness and prevention symbol. Also, reallyyyyy messed up the charcoal from my self portrait arm… oops.

Where were you born – was it close to a major city? What does this place mean to you?

new jersey summit close to NYC grew up in mattisdon NJ

on a train line into NY

go to other towns and into the city

level of freedom that most kids don’t have

What was your childhood like?

youngest child by a long shot

lot of freedom

positive

When did your passion for X develop?

started abilities (if you want to call them that) at 11

Were your parents active in your pursuit of education/activities? Did they support you pursuing your passion professionally as a career?

mother was a sunday painter

oil paint in the house

father was reluctantly supportive but lovingly supportive nonetheless

mom passed away at 17

Did you have a mentor? If so, what did you learn from him/her?

late mentor.. maybe a few

one in high school

one out of college/profs

mentor/friend/connections/access

stephen antonakos

brent saville (first)

(both deceased now)

What was the moral authority when you were growing up? [religion]

not religious

Did you find you compared yourself to other people your age when you were just starting out? Is your field now competitive?

never looked at work in a competitive way

private high school (business oriented)

competitive now (marketing yourself)

Did/do your parents do something related to your craft?

father was a business man

Did you have a good relationship with your parents/family?

good relationships all around

support outside of family

father of a girlfriend high school into college

introduced to employer and studio assistant

Practice

What emotions do you associate with your practice?

intellectual: making work about nature there is the love of it and the deference and respect for it (and sorrow in acknowledging its destruction)

creative: get into the zone and time goes away and live in the moment and creating and being subjected to outside powers and there aren’t many experiences outside that

Why this specific domain in the field?

why create art about nature? need to be in nature often. demanded presence in the field (pun intended).

versus being a historian… i am a maker

When did you find things came naturally to you? Do you have a workflow that allows you to work without thinking about minutiae and details?

being out in a field in a collecting mode.. certain level of awareness that is very meditative and withdrawn observation.. no hardwork

in studio making a piece.. physicality is demanding in a different way that forces you to be analytical

restricted medium.. pure immediate response (push-pin pieces)

What is the greatest difficulty you have faced over the course of your career?

constantly questioning yourself

finding the fortitude to continue to make work

persistant

every artist has a pitfall

Were there any costs/sacrifices to pursuing your passion? What were those?

decided not to have children but had some anyways (not hers biologically) his wife already had two young children

Expertise

What qualities do you associate with mastery? What about in your field? How do you compare against those criteria?

knowledge (broad and deep knowledge of your field)

knowledge, awareness, experience (historical, technically trying to achieve and the ability to execute it, awareness of others in the field who have better knowledge than you do, the ability to work with other to achieve a goal)

meet some and fall short of some

How long have you been working in your field?

exhibiting right after college 1986

manhattan at 25, 29 years ago

What was the evolution/changes in your practice?

work in stages and themes

moved from college using a lot of found objects, because of their history

interest in nature and its structure

flat work v sculpture

still goes back and forth

Are there any limitations in your field? How do you get around them?

he’ll let us know when he gets around them

kind of like hollywood

the more big and powerful people you know the greater access you have

many gate keepers

many artists don’t get the recognition they deserve

When did you experience a breakthrough moment? What is your next step?

haven’t come from studio moment rather than introduced by an idea by a scientist or philosopher… who posed a question or approached an idea in a very novel way. more intellectual discussions.

Motivation

What motivates you to keep practicing?

it’s way of life. first out of college back at home, no studio, pretty depressed looking for a job… wasn’t making art (4-5 months) really needed to make art. that keeps him happy and satisfied. nurture the soul. can’t not do it.

Do you have any regrets?

very few, not to do with art career.

see below.

Presently

Do you mentor others? What have you learned from being a mentor?

Professor so, fairly hands off mentor. one of his regrets is that he’s not a forceful mentor or friend… let them do their thing.

Do you collaborate with younger practitioners?

surrounded by them. high school program too. creating opportunity with collar (with professional artists too)

Which project of yours is your favorite?

like asking favorite child

piece collaborative project Heinz project (57 artist) 7 different objects and each one had an itinerary of artists it would go to (schedule) a week to manipulate the piece (painting, sculpture, video) photograph it beginning middle and end and send it along. around 1989. everything was mailed and digital photography wasn’t around (sent rolls of film etc). lack of control and surprise.

petri project (2000 artists) all these dishes that cascade down in a circle from above onto the floor, ongoing

Which project of yours do others consider your best?

spore drawings (PBS documentary)

What is your favorite part about what you do? Least favorite?

freedom of doing what you want to do and creating, sometimes an audience and a place to show work (very privileged not taken for granted)

least fave is that the creative process has its costs (asking for money, having to make money)

Kinda just went crazy and added a self portrait

This week I added two more symbols (the ashtray and the sail boat) for two other people in my life along with a list of associations for them. My concept map seems to be developing a lot of columnar listing in addition to the symbols…

Began to add stream of conscious words to fill in spaces!

This is the most clear photo I got (just used my phone). This was on my ceiling (you can see a poster on the left wall. The pattern of the sidewalk (partially inlaid with bricks), the shadow of the tree, the mulch the tree is planted in, and the bare boughs of the tree are visible. From this angle it is in perspective, and seems to be floating midair (lesser quality photos show how the tree it bent into the corner of my room where the ceiling met the upper wall). It was nearly life size. I could also see people passing by, but that was too difficult to capture in a photo.

This week I expanded my idea from last week (the strangers face-melding thing). I want it to really absorb and take over the perimeter and especially the bottom half (since the bottom half is primarily supposed to be designated for “me”). The only thing I added under my section is a bath… because I miss them and I practically take one every day at home. I’ve been brainstorming of other people I could add to the top half section… haven’t really landed on anything super inspiring as of now.

This is week I continued to add two images on the bottom half which I have decided will be dedicated to my own thoughts/intrinsic symbolism. On the left side you will see that I have started a border or this distorted faces design where one face blends into the next by contributing to other features etc. this is intended to be like the people we pass (strangers, future friends) that affect more than we think (in my opinion). They can shape many I expect/unnoticed aspects of our/my lives/life.